Reality Check

The realest thing I've wrote in a long while. This is me writing something that really means something. I'm going to do that more often.
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And then I just forget
Like I’m missing something but can’t remember what it is
It’s times like that I think I’m crazy
I hate that feeling
I feel like that almost all the time
And then there are the things I can’t write
Things I can’t put into words
Because those are the words that make me realize
That make me see just how messed up I really am
I don’t think I could take that
I’m afraid to face myself because I don’t know what I’ll see when I do
And for once my problem has nothing to do with you
So I pass the time in other peoples lives
And I wonder if they're afraid to face themselves to