Make Up For It: "You suck, you changed"

I can work with this.

I bend the truth but the lies I always get straight
They’re just thoughts that never meant anything to you
Grand ideas and gestures you ignored
You dish out pity like it’s nothing new
An ‘at your own risk’ entrée when coming from you
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I think it’s worth the I told you so
Cause everything I said was true
You had it plenty, plenty of time
And it shows just how little you knew
I’ve got your attention when you never had mine

Reality Check

The realest thing I've wrote in a long while. This is me writing something that really means something. I'm going to do that more often.
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And then I just forget
Like I’m missing something but can’t remember what it is
It’s times like that I think I’m crazy
I hate that feeling
I feel like that almost all the time
And then there are the things I can’t write
Things I can’t put into words
Because those are the words that make me realize
That make me see just how messed up I really am
I don’t think I could take that
I’m afraid to face myself because I don’t know what I’ll see when I do
And for once my problem has nothing to do with you
So I pass the time in other peoples lives
And I wonder if they're afraid to face themselves to

Kurt Halsey Frederiksen and Stuff

Guess what? I got that motivation. Yeah, the first is from a painting on Meelikey ...A Boys Life, the second is just something I found lying around on my computer.
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You hear you favorite song on the radio
It reminds you of the good and the bad
It takes you back to your all time lows
And all the fun times you had
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Like the picture, like the people
Like the things that went unsaid
Cause it never was enough for me to see
That you would believe every word they say
And how difficult the music life could be
Once thought we were on the same page
Then I found out the hard way
Unlike the people, the pictures never change

Are You Tired? Do You Think You Need to Sleep?

Here’s something else for your reading pleasure (or nightmare).
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Sometimes you make me want to self-doubt
Have me up thinking what’s life all about.
Make me think that I’m not good enough
Sometimes you wish I was never here
You make me feel unwelcome there
Maybe I really am not good enough
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You make me want to wake up and see
Someone else who’s better than me
Everyday day when I see myself
You make me wish it was someone else
From all the lies that came to be
You make me wish I wasn’t me

What Is Your Profession?

Let us just skip straight to the point. Where have I been lately? Well, I'll give you a hint.

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Have you ever thought you were missing out on something?
Never getting what you were always wanting?
Everyone’s words were just so taunting .
Because everyone’s words were those who had gotten
Not the words from those who were forgotten
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But if there was anything that you wanted
You found you already had
And that there was no reason to get upset or mad
Because when you let everything go
You find the one thing you will always know
The one place that’s safe that you can always go